"The star who used to call herself Chela"

There is a star...just in front my closed eyes..
and i tried
to get into her eyes...

but she turned around.

Let me assure
that i gave the star for lost...
i walked for a mile or two..just thinking..or kicking rocks...
(¿isnt that the same?)...

but i came across those eyes...
..again,

and i told her...

-"i dont know...

if i love you...

but im pretty sure

that i want you.."-

then i left.

now that i am up this mountain...

..(blue and white...thin air, high hopes)..

..i am still not sure if i love her...

that is why i tried to ask my heart...

but my heart isnt here...

a pa'l once told me...

..(i believe her name was sea)..

-"your heart will stay...wherever it wants"- she said...and left riding some pinguins.

-so my heart is with the star...-i thought to myself.
..and that is why i am happy now..

at least a part of me will enjoy her eyes.

and if you see my heart around....
please ask it..if i really love her...
and by the way ask her...
if she really loves me.

so i would know,
if the star was also trying to get into my eyes.
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